《霉霉taylor泰勒The Tortured Poets Department歌词》主角控智性恋

5、So Long, London

　　So long, London (So long, London)
　　再见 伦敦（再见 伦敦）
　　So long, London (So long, London)
　　再见 伦敦（再见 伦敦）
　　So long, London (So long, London)
　　再见 伦敦（再见 伦敦）
　　I saw in my mind fairy lights through the mist
　　我在脑中瞥见 彩色小灯穿过薄雾
　　I kept calm and carried the weight of the rift
　　我保持清醒并承担分歧的重量
　　Pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away
　　每当他开始飘离我会将他拉得紧些
　　My spine split from carrying us up the hill
　　承担你我得重量爬上山坡令我脊柱断裂
　　Wet through my clothes, weary bones caught the chill
　　衣裳被全然浸透寒风刺痛我疲惫的骨头
　　I stopped trying to make him laugh, stopped trying to drill the safe
　　我不再试图令他欢笑不再尝试撬开保险箱
　　Thinking how much sad did you think I had
　　思索着 你觉得我内心蕴藏着多少悲伤呢
　　Did you think I had in me?
　　你觉得我能忍受多少呢
　　Oh, the tragedy
　　噢悲剧一场
　　So long, London
　　所以再见 伦敦
　　You'll find someone
　　你终会寻得某人
　　I didn't opt in to be your odd man out
　　并非是我选择成为你的异类
　　I founded the club she's heard great things about
　　我创立了一间俱乐部而她听着很心动
　　I left all I knew, you left me at the house by the Heath
　　我离开了我熟悉的一切你将我留在希斯公园旁的一栋房子里
　　I stopped CPR, after all, it's no use
　　我终止了心肺复苏毕竟它终究无用
　　The spirit was gone, we would never come to
　　灵体已然飘离我们再也无法回到从前
　　And I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free
　　我生气的是你令我无偿奉献了所有的青春
　　For so long, London
　　再见了伦敦
　　Stitches undone
　　缝线松解
　　Two graves, one gun
　　两座坟墓一把枪
　　I'll find someone
　　我终会寻得某人
　　And you say I abandoned the ship
　　而你说是我遗弃了船
　　But I was going down with it
　　但我那时不过在向下漂流
　　My white-knuckle dying grip
　　我用发白的指节
　　Holding tight to your quiet resentment
　　紧握你那静默的怨恨
　　And my friends said it isn't right to be scared
　　我朋友们说你不该害怕
　　Every day of a love affair
　　每日的风流韵事
　　Every breath feels like rarest air
　　当你不确定他是否想在此
　　When you're not sure if he wants to be there
　　每一口呼吸循环的都会是稀薄的空气
　　So how much sad did you think I had
　　思索着 你觉得我内心蕴藏着多少悲伤呢
　　Did you think I had in me?
　　你觉得我能忍受多少呢
　　How much tragedy?
　　多少悲剧呢
　　Just how low did you think I'd go
　　你以为在我自爆之前
　　Before I'd self-implode?
　　在我不得不离开之前
　　Before I'd have to go be free?
　　我会陷得有多低？
　　You swore that you loved me, but where were the clues?
　　你发誓你爱我但为何我无法寻得一丝踪迹
　　I died on the altar waiting for the proof
　　我在祭坛上等待证据时悄然离世
　　You sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days
　　你将我们献祭给了你那些最为忧郁时日
　　And I'm just getting color back into my face
　　而我也不再面容失色
　　I'm just mad as hell 'cause I loved this place
　　我只是过于愤怒因我曾爱着此处
　　For so long, London (So long, London)
　　再见了伦敦
　　Had a good run (Had a good run)
　　曾相处得不错
　　A moment of warm sun (Moment of warm sun)
　　在暖阳倾洒的那一刻
　　But I'm not the one (I'm not the one)
　　但我并非那位命中注定
　　So long, London (So long, London)
　　再见了伦敦
　　Stitches undone (Stitches undone)
　　缝线松解
　　Two graves, one gun (Two graves, one gun)
　　两座坟墓一把枪
　　You'll find someone (You'll find)
　　你终会寻得某人

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作者有话要说：　　直奔这首的歌人,懂得都懂！ 与London Boy遥相呼应,泰勒丝不愧是满分作文选手。So long似乎惜别之意, 能体会到lover小屋渐渐坍塌的心碎无奈,she said home is where the heart is,就算paper ring也会欢喜戴上。那个信誓旦旦地说“he must like me for me”的小女孩如今也只能洒脱地说出So long, London,You'll find someone. 多年的陪伴从reputation到Midnights,无论是曾经delicate中那一束光的救赎,还是paper rings中眼中只有他,还有dress中“在我最黑暗的时候,你却看到我的闪光点”peace中“give me wild ,give u a child” 我听过所有你写给他的歌,我知道曾经你有多么爱他但是故事的结尾总是遗憾的。和伦敦男孩形成闭环了伦敦男孩像是热恋期的小情侣那种懵懂 不知所措的爱 而这首像是女主已知晓一切 不辞而别 在雨夜的清晨独自拉上行李 在离开时最后回头远远的望了一眼 和过去的一切彻底告别。开始：You know I love a London boy结束：So long,London。天杀的jobless THeo。I'm just mad as hell 'cause I loved this place,（我只是过于愤怒 因我曾爱着此处。） 再见 伦敦,霉姐迈向新生活吧。你们都在每一张专辑里找我的影子。TTPD 有自己的ATW。这个鼓点跟我心慌的时候一模一样我哭啊。Joe,我知道你在偷听。疑似峨眉山修炼曲姊妹篇。鼓点的速度和唱词的速度,在听感上一快一慢,我感觉就像心意已决,要去和ta分手时,开口说话虽然条理清晰,但心跳仍然激烈跳动不停。 最后是已经释怀了 放过自己 ,前奏是脑子进水的感觉。前奏无敌！And I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free. 我在free里听到了哭腔？ track5永远最私密与真心。你陪我走过最难熬的日子,随便他们怎么说,你就是我的梦中情人；所有人都知道我谈了一个伦敦男孩,见过所有的朋友,告诉他们我们真的在一起了；而如今我不再逗你开心,我离开我们曾经的家,七年的时光转瞬即逝,祝你觅得良人,这是我对你最后的祝福,再见了,伦敦。感受不到的爱意永远不是爱意