《霉霉taylor泰勒The Tortured Poets Department歌词》主角控智性恋

31、The Manuscript

　　Now and then she re-reads the manuscript
　　时过境迁 她偶尔会重读那段炽热的恋情
　　Of the entire torrid affair
　　犹如翻阅褪色的手稿
　　They compared their licenses
　　他们交换过驾照上的信息
　　He said, "I'm not a donor but
　　他说 “虽然我不是器官捐赠者
　　I'd give you my heart if you needed it"
　　但如果你需要 我愿意把我的心给你”
　　She rolled her eyes and said, "You're a professional"
　　她翻了个白眼 说道 “你真有职业素养”
　　He said, "No, just a Good Samaritan"
　　他否认道 “不我只是乐于助人罢了”
　　He said that if the sex was half as good as the conversation was
　　他说如果□□能像谈话般美好
　　Soon they’d be pushing strollers
　　他们很快就会推着婴儿车四处闲逛
　　But soon it was over
　　而一切很快便结束了
　　In the age of him she wished she was thirty
　　在与他相恋的年纪她总幻想着自己已经三十岁
　　And made coffee every morning in a French press
　　每天清晨用法压壶煮上一壶咖啡
　　Afterward she only ate kids' cereal
　　而如今 她只吃着儿童麦片
　　And couldn't sleep unless it was in her mother's bed
　　唯有在母亲的床上才能安然入睡
　　Then she dated boys who were her own age
　　之后她与同龄男孩约会
　　With dartboards on the backs of their doors
　　他们房门后挂着飞镖盘
　　She thought about how he said
　　她忆起他说过的话
　　Since she was so wise beyond her years
　　赞叹她拥有着超越年龄的智慧
　　Everything had been above board
　　他们之间的关系无可指摘
　　She wasn't sure
　　但她并不确定
　　And the years passed like scenes of a show
　　时光荏苒岁月如戏场景不断变换
　　The professor said to write what you know
　　教授曾说要书写自己所知晓的一切
　　Looking backwards might be the only way
　　或许唯回顾过往
　　To move forward
　　方能步履向前
　　Then the actors were hitting their marks
　　演员们精准地完成着既定动作
　　And the slow dance was alight with the sparks
　　慢舞中闪烁着点点火光
　　And the tears fell in synchronicity with the score
　　泪水随着乐曲节奏翩然落下
　　And at last
　　最终
　　She knew what the agony had been for
　　她明白苦楚的来源
　　The only thing that's left is the manuscript
　　如今 唯独剩下那份手稿
　　One last souvenir from my trip to your shores
　　是留存于我心中的纪念来自彼岸的你
　　Now and then I re-read the manuscript
　　时过境迁 我偶尔会重读那段炽热的恋情
　　But the story isn't mine anymore
　　而那已不再是我的故事

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作者有话要说：　　电影最后大家都回家了,Taylor独自在散掉的宴会上演奏的曲子。在加曲《The Manuscript》中,她回忆起了《THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT》框架之外的浪漫感伤,她唱道,自己是一个年轻女子,和一个年长的男人“在法式滤压壶里煮咖啡”,然后“只吃儿童麦片”,当他抛弃她时,她睡在她母亲的床上。dear reader最佳结尾曲地位不保。电影散场的感觉全专最虐的故事 当我重温手稿 而你已不再属于我 我只能通过回忆再次触碰你的身影时过境迁,我看着曾经的自己写下的记载着你我故事的手稿,骤然发现心里缺了一块,缺口已是被时间所腐蚀,但却没有当初完美的部分弥补。如苍蓝的星空一般轻盈却深邃这首歌的钢琴部分好像selena的lose you to love me的最后部分